A while ago, I remade a Tumblr....buuuuuut honestly, I'm not using it at all. I find myself using my Weebly blog a lot more and my ultimate goal is to complete move over to Weebly. I'll still have my Instagram and Twitter and Facebook, but it'll be more for announcements and stuff. But as far as full images and full blog announcements, it'll all be here. I think's that's all I wanted to say in regards to that so yea!
So for the past two years, I've been seriously trying to get into shape and live a healthier lifestyle. So I'm revisiting my Summer Goals post, and decided to make some changes to that. First I decided to focus on my Freelancing career. I'm an digital artist and it's what I love and if you've been reading my biggest and most important struggle has been my health. So I'm going to be blogging more about this journey as a way to hold my self accountable and keep track of my process and such. So let's take a look and my previous goals and what my new plan is going to be.
My bestie Gabby and I wanted to try this super cute bakery that opened up downtown. A MACRON BAKERY! Since it was my first time eating macrons, I was really excited! We also went to PeiWei next door. It was another place I've never been so I felt super treated! To be honest, I feel more relaxed and not stressed out when I go out and do things with my friends.
Anyway! About Woops, the macrons where really good buuuuut I did go into a sugar coma after two. However I did find some fave in the huge tray Gabby got. So if anyone sees me at a con, and wants to get me a snack, I happen to love the cookies and cream and the chocolate macrons. At PeiWei Gabby had some sushi. I believe it was the California roll. And I had Chicken Monglian with noodles.Both of which were sooooo good!
At the end of the day we hung out in front of our fave hookah lounge/bar. If I go again I'll do a review of that!
By the way, if you've been following me, I've been suffering from depression for long time now, so for brief moment the mindset I tend to have while in my depression goes away. In my head I'm thinking "What am I doing? Where is my life going? I've done nothing with it." so then I go out and have fun and then I think, "Oh yeah...I am living! Just keep trying and pushing yourself! Stop making excuses and giving up on yourself!" So YEAH guys! This was my update ha! I hope to do more soon and thanks for sticking around!!!
Ok so I hated my previous store name, I know it was MY name but it was really lame. That's why I changed the name to Sickly Sweet. I'll post links to it once it'd open again, but I hated the stuff I made. It looked awful and I wasn't proud of it plus I'm really bummed that I'm not at the level and place I want to be sooo I gotta take some time to myself. I know it's been nearly a year (I think) since there was a real update and me just saying "hey taking a break and blah blah..." but I really need it and coming back to at least show I'm alive makes a small difference to me getting better. It's a way to vent and not keep things in so yeah...
anyway. see you soon. hopefully with some good stuff.
More merch to check out!
So I'm not sure what to put here and what to say but I just want everyone to know that I'm alright. I just need to get to a place where I'm better. I started seeing a doctor about my depression. I've had it since high school but over the years it's gotten out of control to the point where I can't maintain work or even keep up with since site. I'm sure you've noticed either the lack of updates and art work or sporadic posts. Normally I'd say "Since I'm getting help, I expect to be back by _____." but I won't honestly I don't want to build an expectation without even knowing what my own outcome could be. If I can update something I will, go ahead and visit my social media. I've been more active there so hopefully no one worries too much.
You bet your buns baby! As of today I lost 60 lbs (about 27.2kg). Which I'm super proud of! I feel so much better about myself even though I've slipped up a few times and felt like giving up. But as dumb as my reason may be for waiting to lose weight it has help sooooooo much with keeping me going. My goal is to be able to buy cute clothes and cosplay as Luffy.
Basically comfortable with. I mean even wearing a tankini is embarrassing at this point but I'm like "I'm going to the pool to work out not to be cute!"
But I'm really excited about this! It's still really hard because I've been hanging out with friends and they wanna eat out and try new places here in Tucson. However this also means I'm more active. If you're subscribed to my YouTube, you'll have seen I went to Connichiwa here and boy that was rough! There was a lot of walking since the venue was pretty big then HazelAlmond (Gabby) and I went back and forth to Subway about a block away.
So this past Saturday, we went out for drinks and pizza, which was hella good. Sadly I got a gnarly blister on the bottom of my foot. Buuuuuuuuut I did do sooooooomuch walking. So HazelAlmond is 5'6" and our guy friend is 6'2", and oh my goodness they walk so fast haha! But it was fun and surprisingly I found myself not having to stop as much as Connichiwa weekend. (Which seems like a really good sign!)
Anyway I'm going to try uploading some art and stuff and maybe get a workout in before noon. If not, Choco needs to go on a walk before evening rolls around.
So I'm still trying to figure out what I'd like the channel to be mainly about but these are some things I hope to at least to a few times:
SPEEDPAINTING: Videos on my drawing process and things of that nature.
BEAUTY 101: Beauty and health facts to make you beautiful inside and out!
ARRI REVIEWS: Let me give you my opinion about stuff!
DIY: Let’s make some stuff!
UNBOXINGS: Everyone loves getting stuff in the mail so let’s open it together!
TUTORIALS: How do I make things???
ARRI BEHIND THE SCENES: personal posts and blogs. Mostly my fitness journey tho!
For now there are gonna be a bit of a wait so please be patient while I’m getting things together. I’m going to need to do a lot of research for some of theses things and get materials but I do know that once these go up they'll be in playlists so no need to fret. ;)
OK! So I guess first things first... I guess I'm back on Tumblr...for now. My account was deleted. If you were following me I was reblogging random stuff. I still will but I honestly have no idea what I'll do. Things will stay the same here of course, I'm still trying to come up with topics to blog about. So yeah... -sigh-
Anyway I'm thinking of making a Patreon too but that's also a maybe. Also even though I fell off the wagon last year, my fiancee and I are going to be making lifestyle changes this year.
Art-wise I've been trying to figure draw and do warm-ups. I've also been meaning to upload all the doodles I've done...however... I've been looking for work after losing the one I had for the winter season. That and my laptop has shat out on me along with the tablet I need. Mainly the reason why I'm making a Patreon...
So I'm not sure what to tell you guys on what future expectations should be as of now. But I don't like keeping anyone in the dark and I needed to get this off my chest.
When I'm not making art, I enjoy beauty, fashion and DIY projects, so this blog will include that along with slices of my life.
These are posts I have in mind to make and it's in no particular order.
What's on my phone?
Various M/V reviews
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